MY HEDONISM: thoughts, whispers, and ...

NYE

went to a dinner party at my friend’s place

ate and drank

played party and co, guess the song with alcohol

went to someone’s flat to watch the fireworks

went downstairs after 12 danced in a room with people I didn’t know

said kiss to a guy and so we did

went to a party in a club

dances till my feet hurt

still hungover today

but I expected nothing and it turned out to be fun

my daemon

Regal Soul

You love to be around people. Without them, you would wilt and fade away. Too much time alone leave you feeling listless and sad, but a good night out with your buddies puts the spring back into your step. You make friends easily, because you know how to adjust your behaviour for each person. With a rowdy, loud, social type of person you can be rowdy, and loud, and social. With a timid and mousy person you can be quiet and sensitive. While you have many friends and many faces, you have an inner circle of friends and family with whom you can truly be yourself.

You are a natural leader. You tend to be calm and rational, and it is rare that you get angry or upset. Often, when someone accidentally hurts your feelings, you will smile and pretend not to be bothered by it, because you want to project a positive, self confident image. You pick your battles. When someone does cross the line, they are often surprised at the sudden strength of your defensive attack. On the rare occasion that someone evokes anger or tears from you, it seems to them that this storm burst from clear blue skies.

Your daemon would represent your social, outgoing nature, your adaptable presence, and your tendency to hide your sensitive spots from strangers. He or she would help you mold yourself to every variety of social situation, being calm or playful or frightening as each situation demanded. When alone together, he or she would be someone whom you could share your real feelings with.

Suggested Forms: Lion, Orca, Chimpanzee, African Elephant, Goldfinch.

tomorrow is the first day of my new life

not because it’s almost new year’s and everyone’s thinking about their resolutions,

but because I’ve been sick the last couple of days and being sick (flu) always teaches me how horrible it is to be sick, and to not be on top of your game when it comes to health

I want to be healthy and happy, and not miserable.

So…from tomorrow on:

healthy lifestyle

no more negative thoughts

only positive thoughts

only smiles

only the good things

only the things that make me happy and realize

I am rich